I love my baby.

Well, winter is officially here. I am excited that we have snow. I think it makes everything look fresh again. I think it just makes the world look like a white paradise. I think that's why I love winter so much.
The baby was kicking super hard this morning. It's fun to feel it kick, particularly because I haven't felt it kick that much. I guess it just doesn't like me. I get so excited thinking about meeting this new little one and all of the challenges it will bring, but I think it will be wonderful to meet it and get to know it. I enjoy the mornings when Dev and I just lie in bed and I just put my arm over her belly and can enjoy being close to her, and also bonding with this new little life form. I think it's absolutely wonderful and exciting.

Perfection

There are some people that have criticized me for having an addiction to pornography. That's fine, I admit, I have done things wrong in my life. However, please do not criticize me for trying to make that right. The reason I posted about that is because I am trying to get over it and get rid of that weight in my life. I did not make a post about it to be made a mockery of. If you think that I am less of a person, or that my wife is less of a person because I have made mistakes, that is your problem. However, look at your own life and see if there are things that need to be corrected. Once you have become as close to perfect as you can come, then will I accept criticism from you. Otherwise, keep your negative comments to yourself as I try and work through this. Thank you.

Winds of Change

Well, further to my last post, I haven't been able to see the doctor yet. He keeps stalling so he doesn't have to see me, I think. I am going to call him tomorrow and see what is going on. I don't think having a bum knee will be good with a brand-new baby. Hopefully I can get in before too long.

Devynn and I had a good time at the Temple on Saturday. We went to a session before I had to help our ward out with youth baptisms. It was nice. We haven't been in awhile, so it was good to go and feel the Spirit there. We both had things that we went with in mind that we needed answers to that were sort of sprung on us, so it was good we were planning on going this weekend anyways. We have bought our first package of diapers, so it makes this whole baby thing more real. we only have about 15 weeks left, so it's coming closer and closer. I guess it doesn't ever get farther and farther, does it?

I have been feeling the baby kick more now. I must not have very good feeling in my fingers, because I can never feel the darn thing kick when Dev says it is kicking. It is pretty exciting. I have felt it a few times in the last week or two.